L I F E L I N E S

Your scent is intoxicating Your touch is captivating God I want you I want you so bad I miss you But I can't have you It's not good for me or for you This would just break us further And I can't handle Knowing I would be Your D E S T R U C T I O N . . . . You are the blood in my veins And I'm scratching And scratching And S C R A T C H I N G at my wrists but you're not leaving Your presence hasn't changed I can't get you out... . . . . You are the breath in my lungs And I'm smoking Smoking harmful chemicals Trying to flush you out Smoking nicotine Smoking THC Smoking anything I am now Inhaling C A N C E R and now smoke comes out of my mouth more than words . . . . You are the colour of my eyes The depth and hues And I'm walking round blind, Eyes closed But I still see the shadows I am dazed Nothing is clear in darkness without you You are the colour and light in my eyes Come back to me Fore I am now C O L O U R B L I N D . . . . You are the nightmares at night I silently scream and wake up crying I frantically search my bed for you Almost physically feeling you leave You H A U N T me But I can't live without it For now my imagination is enough Enough to believe you haven't abandoned me Like my mother has . . . . I don't believe you know That you Are my L I F E L I N E I do not believe that you know such things You told me to depend on you And that you'd protect me . . . . I'm desperate. So I'll believe you I'm desperate. So I'll take your spoon fed assurances I'm desperate So yet I ' L L L O V E. Y O U another day