The L word

I've been holding it here in my heart and mind

I guess I'll keep it to myself until i rest

I tried to walk away from you and leave all the memories behind

I've been meaning to tell you this

That I always felt the emptiness inside of me

Ripping my heart into pieces 

Can't you see how much i bled for you?

How I secretly wish I can spend my life with you someday

And celebrate with you

But as soon I make my way to you

You turn away and slammed your door

My tears fell endlessy, I was overwhelmed

Is this Love?

My head is battling with my heart

I need to drop all this burden to be able to love again

So i can finally feel the love that uplifts my heart and soul

A love that is blessed by  God

Where we can build our hopes and dreams together

A love that binds our heart into chains but at the same time freeing each other

And fly away making our separate ways

Hoping one day you'll find your way back home again

That's love. My love for you