The L Word

Love. You see, I've had the chance to feel love. It isn't what you'd expect it to be. Its terrible. Arguments , emotions, feelings, that all make you oh so angry. Saying I'm done over and over again. Messing up, because everything is your  fault right. But love is beautiful. Its one of the best feelings in the world. The smiles The laughs Everything But when its all over, you're not the same Walls built up higher than any building. Anger, so much of it Depression You're not the same person that you once knew before. Afraid to open up the door because your heart is already tore Pretending like your fine, but you world has crashed down You look around and realize You did this, you'll forever live with this. You messed up. And now the person you love is in the arm of another. Remember all those times y'all said y'all loved each other? I want you to be happy, happy with me. But I can not guarantee What will happen with you and me. An emotionless void has taken over You don't care anymore Because the one thing you cared for is gone. Love? That four letter word. Love is what destroyed me.