Landed in Hell

Why am I here?

Was I really that bad of a human mentally and physically in a way?

God did I give you an option to forgive me in vain?

Where's the limit on how many sins we can have?

See I thought I was going to heaven but I guess heaven ain't the right place for a nigga like me

Guess I gotta rock all black and live in a nature of dark where most would hate to be

To waking up every night to the most sinful thing you commit

Did I really deserve this shit?

Or maybe it's a mistake

All I see is this wicked sinful place

And the sinners tryna get back to the place we live in which I call hell's heaven

What happened to me becoming so great?

Its gotta be a mistake because I don't deserve to be in this place

What creature am I to be sent down even lower when I already came from the bottom

There gotta be a ladder somewhere to that gate

I ain't nothing like these people

Rapists, thieves, killers

We ain't the same we ain't equal

Yall deserve to be down here I don't

Wait

God said a lie can be just as equal of a sin as taking a life

So maybe I'm not right

Maybe I am the same

Pushed you so much you had no options but to forgive me in vain

It's driving me insane

If I knew I was gonna end up here

I might as well should have done all the sins I coulda commit

Since I'm in the face of darkness I shoulda done the shit I wished

Not listening to God but listening to what the devil wants me to listen too

Shoulda been a true sinner how God wanted us to be

Wait no

That's the devil in my head again

This ain't right this must be a test

If negativity is always around that's how you gon present

Be that light that's in that dark

Fuck all the negativities

Take em out yo heart

Play yo part

I don't see the difference from this world and hell

Except God’s there to shine the light on you to let you know it's a new day

Stay true to what you pray

Once you misstep yo route to heaven

You gon land in hell and start asking all types of questions

Once you land here you realize it's a true life lesson

So please

Stay blessed man.