last saturday

want to cry right now

but the only thing i can feel is

every cell in my body freezing

from hearing this song that reminds me

of the last time i saw you

of everything we could have had

and everything we can have

but its not meant to be

it has never been

how can i live with that?

every night before i go to sleep

i just wish we didn't go our separate ways

i feel like im falling apart

just like when i fell for you years ago

then you left, there was another boy i met

thats the shit i regret

why does it have to be like that?

one day i have you

then the other you're gone

like you were never even there