Last time I felt this

The last time I felt this things didn't turn out so well for me and I swore to myself I would never feel something that strong for any other girl ever again. But I guess I was wrong. Ever since the first time I met you last year I knew that I was going to end up feeling the same way again I didn't want to accept it because I was scared for things to turn out the same way and now that I actually talk to you even more than I did a year ago I feel like I'm starting to feel the same way. But I'm scared of failure I'm scared of rejection I guess I'm just scared of loosing you even though you were never mine. Because no matter how hard I try to distract my mind I always end up thinking about you and every time I think about you I have a smile in my face. I dont like texting you through phone I don't know why? I mean don't get me wrong talking to you through messages is great . But, I guess I just like talking to you in person much more I like hearing you laugh and seeing you smile but most of all I like spending time with you. - How do you guys think she would react if I showed her this? (Please leave a comment)