Last words

I'm strong enough to forgive but not dumb enough to forget. I can't sit and here and say I'm not gon miss what we had. Because then I would be lying. So this what Imma do. Imma type these words in this notepad about how I feel about everything and Imma leave it at that because at the end of this poem a new chapter will begin. The laughs the smiles and even some of the hate we shared was good at the moment. I'm not gon lie and say you didn't make me smile because once upon a time you was the reason I smiled. You was the reason I frowned as well but that wasn't as bad. You took an effect in me that made me feel funny inside. But I never told you that. We had our ups and downs on the merry go round but we always seemed to figure it out. Then suddenly things started changing and we started having more bumps in the road and hitting to many dead ends. You started giving up and I started caring to much. I guess you can say I pushed you away but, then again you made me that way. I'm not finna sit around and let you get me down because Im not living my life just so you can be in it. I'm happy for you and I'm moving on I just want you to know that you JSA will always have the most beautiful smile. So this is it and and I'm happy for it because now I'm smiling and I'm looking forward to meeting someone that's right for me. Find contact. Delete contact. And now I'm feeling relived. ✌