Latchkey Kid
Location
You do not understand.
I try to come here, this institution of "education".
I want to learn.
I ache to learn.
Staying out past curfew
Twiddling my two thumbs
to fucking think of a clue.
A clue?
A clue.
What clue?
You pay no mind to me
no mind to us.
Busy work.
Lazy work.
Hard work.
Us latchkey kids,
we come here in the hopes
the hopes that SOMEONE will listen.
I call,
but I do not hear you call back.
I go to house, not a home.
No one is there but the whispers of my grandfather
the ghosts in the walls
the voices I've heard all day.
They told me I was nothing.
They told me I wasn't special.
They told me all you'll ever be is the latchkey kid without a home.
They care about your numbers
what you do or do not have
and how much you have.
They're telling me all these quotes
from authors I either care or do not care about
from politicians I resent
from these text books that are outdated.
My faith for this place is outdated.
I don't care what you're telling me.
I care to tell you that I am a latchkey kid.
I have no one at home.
No one ever told me I'd be
a writer
a lover
a lawyer
a doctor.
They told me all you'll ever be is a sinner.
I'm telling you now I am a latchkey kid.
I don't need anyone else believing in me but you.
My library books are over due
no one has told me
no mother
no father
no teacher
no librarian.
I am a latchkey kid.
I look out for myself
I have for the past sixteen years.
All I'm asking is fore you to believe in me
just this once.