Late Night Thoughts.

I cared about your soul.

I wanted you.

You made me happier than I had ever been.

No one noticed me like you did.

Sure, I wasn't interested in you at first, but you kept trying.

And you tried and tried...

Until I loved you.

But when I said I loved you, 

It all went downhill.

Maybe I said, "I love you." too soon.

Where did we go wrong?

Did I lose your trust?

Did I bore you?

Or were our signs just not compatible?

But why can't I stop thinking about you.

I want to believe it was all you.

You weren't ready...

but could it be me too?

I want to go back to the beginning.

When we were crazy for each other. 

I saw a future for us...

Sometimes I think about waking up next to you.

I would mess with you and laugh until you eventually gave in too.

When I'm hanging out with my friends,

I wish it was you.

Wish it was you I was laughing with,

spending time with.

I feel so accomplished when I go a full hour withough thinking about you...

that includes my dreams.

But it's time to close my eyes....

hopefully I won't have to see your face behind them.