Laughter

I live without laughter and their no joy in my world. You recieve some letters with no song or joy. But laughter is nothing is a lier. I feel your happness and joy, but never laying down just to say im dead. I laugh with all my heart and never seeing me looking down for pain. I refuse to have laughter and joy or sorrow with sadness on my face. But i find a way to put that happness on my face again.