As a lay my head

As a lay my head Thoughts of u consume me Pictures of what it could have been fill my head I reminisce of the old Bringing back the feeling that were burried within As I lay my head Tear fill my eyes Pain of losing what I once had breaks me Fear of never finding something like it haunts me As I lay my head The reality of the end kicks in Willingness to give in fades Hope becomes stronger All I never wanted to think about fill my head as I lay