Learning To Not Love Him.

I don’t no why ……

he has hooks in me and those hooks are to deep and to large to fight.

Why couldn’t i love someone selfish and cold hearted , I had to love him ….

he’s so beautiful.

I don’t want him just to want him.

I don’t want him for lust or popularity

I need him because he gives me hope that things can always get more beautiful.

I didn’t want to fall for him but I choose to love him , that's the sad part.

I choose to love someone who chooses to not love me back.

He’s a scar from 7 years ago, and you feel it cut into your skin  and it will always be there but never remembered.

I’m scared of an outcome that will never happen but will always haunt me as if it was as real as my feelings.