leave

you look around as if you're not even there

seeing everyone ignore you

not knowing you're behind them hearing every word

acting  like they're your friend around you

but behind your back 

their hatred for you comes out  

and then you hear about it anyway from others

now knwing that they never liked you  makes you feel worthless

sensing you were always invisible to them made you feel small inside 

 but is that worth leaving this world behind just beacuse people hurt you so much

when you can show them nothing can keep you from enjoying your day

but in all honesty  you're hurting inside breaking down mentally cause it hurts too much