leave or stay

I am darkness I am decay I am all under moon and stars What I breathe, you won’t believe What I see, it isn’t me I need your help But you’re not there Now I’ve learned To forget concern Life isn’t the same, when all you see is gone I am gone Light is gone Love is gone Life is gone I am done I see not the sun, but what lies beyond it. I see the universe for what it is It is empty It is nothing Such as is me The rope would snap The blades would break And the cars would stop Death is but an inch away Should I leave or should I stay