left alone in this world

*Left Lonely in this world* *panache* Once l was 8years l still think back fondly, You came to the school and took me home At the gate you told me be a man son You told me you are going to come back soon All l still reminisce and visualise is the dust which rose as you went away driving in your van You were my dad that l once knew, Little did you know the pain you put me through. I have grown up and realised am great. Your life was nothing but one million lies dad. You said you loved me more than anything in your life but why did you leave me? Growing up without you was pathetic My tears always run on my face, As l see my friends calling their dad The ecstasy which arose in me really pains me I ask myself where are you dad? Am your blood Google now acts as my father figure I can't ask mom certain issues You say mom's standing in the way And all she wants Is for you to pay Maybe that's true dad. But what can l do? I'm your son, And you are supposed to be my father Does that mean anything to you? You never took the father figure I still love you, If you could see tears running down, My face, you could tell how much your son loves you I have devote my life to meet you again