left you a song

I hope that your doing ok, 

I know nothing can break you, 

I know that your strong, 

But im not like you, 

Im not strong, 

I fall under pressure and I do everything my parents say is wrong, 

I know im invisible, 

I know my life does not exist, 

But can you make me a promise, 

Please dont forget this, 

I need you to keep your head up for me, 

Thats all that I want, 

I wish i could come back and hold you, 

But how can i do that if im dead and gone, 

This aint a goodbye letter its a goodbye song, 

Dont worry we'll meet again, 

In a place they call heaven, 

Its where your free of evil and cant remember all the hate, 

I dont feel worthy, 

But im so grateful that im in a peaceful state, 

Honestly I thought I would be punished ans sent out to drown in a sea of flames, 

But everything turned out ok, 

But my heads banging like im in a cage of apes, 

Depression put me in this coffin, 

It often causes funerals, 

Sadness is a curse, 

Darkness is far from beautiful, 

Everyone has demons, 

They keep secret things that you dont know, 

I feel far from home, 

My glass heart is set in memory foam, 

My body is rapped like a mummy and put in a secret tomb,