A letter to conversations not had

you had me, because you wanted me i needed you but you left me it hurts too think it hurts too see the pain is deep my heart its weak i want you back i need you back if only you could see me now the man iv become far from the years of hugging your leg tight far from the years of sleeping next to you at night far from the years of looking up to your might the stories you told the jokes you cracked the sound of your voice the way you that you laughed i miss it all..so much you loved me from there and back i wish i saw it when i was younger didnt ignore it and all its splendor just one more conversation is all i ask just one more lesson before you pass...