A Letter To Him

Dear You,

Your brown skin and brown eyes

seems to haunt my dreams 

every night it seems.

Maybe it’s cause I’ve had a few sleepless nights and

No matter how many tears I shed I

can’t get you off my mind.

The way you laugh

or the way you smile.

I’ll never forget those summer nights 

2 AM late nights

Laying under the stars talkin about our thoughts 

or the times when it was just you and I.

I’ll never forget the way you believed in me

or the way you remembered so vididly.

The way you touched my soul 

or turned my heart so cold.

Now I’m out here searching for something 

I’ll never find again and I

don’t know how to hurdle over the pain.

Still melt everytime you speak.

Remembering our memories 

and it hurts cause I

fell for the real you.

The insecure, trying to deal with it

you.

The damaged and confused

you.

The one searching for what he has already found

you.

The I’ll confide in you

you.

The let me bare my soul to you

you.

The I want something real

you.

But it’s 4 AM and I can’t sleep right

cause you are on my mind.

And I’ll always remember you

cause you are engraved in my mind

and in my heart.

And I guess I’m writing to let you go as a start.

I’ll never fall in love again

because you stole my heart.

So I’ll let it bleed like my pen when I wrote this

because you are all I wanted in the end.

This is my final goodbye,

to the one that I love

because he is the one I wanted.

I’ll bury this key deep inside and

Place everything above it

because my love was unwanted.