Letter to my Betrayer

Dear,Betrayer 

Do you still remember? 
we said it was forever- said we'd never part 
I knew it was a line but I still gave you mt heart 

But what does forever mean to you? 
when you couldn't even keep it true 
you said you'd forever be there 
but were those just words pulled from thin air. 

you made me feel like I was unwanted like I didn't belong 
you had me playing tricks with my mind, I was in a psycho zone 
you had me thinking I was insane 
you represent the devil in disguise 
I wanted to just roll over and die 
wishing I wasn't alive 

Thinking my life wasn't worth as much as anybody else's 
thinking that my life was a never ending horrible story 
it was like you took the sunshine out of my life and now ots gloomy and gory 

Once the tears were mutual now they are just in my eyes 
I knew it wasn't worth taking my life because of you so for now I just cry 
I knew that looking beyond you and your idiotic measures 
taking back what you took from me broke me down and made me doubt myself, bur I know im a treasure 

I knew that often you would regret what you did t me 
what you lost 
what you had 
what yoy will never get back 
still,I had hoped that you would feel the same excruciating pain that 
I did and I hope your days are now black 

But instead I took it back and let Providence do it's part 
I'll let God take you through what he has planned to correct your heart 

so instead I just pray for the best of luck to you 
so if you're not going to represent the Savior in disguise then be gone 
buster because you're overcrowding my blessings boo-boo