Letter from my ex to myself

Heart pounding with love but with no control
If I could die today I would give you my everlasting breathe and soul
Let it all work out , you will see how the sun protects and the moon projects
I don’t know why you hurt me just for me to turn around to do the same
You think I cheat because you’re not good enough are you insane ?
I want to be the one who makes you smile and hurt the most
But which will come first
The pain or the shine from the sun
Jade you don’t what love is
You only see love from your community and how your parents use to be
Just think
How beautiful our love can be
How beautiful you can be
but you’re
Never thinking loving you is loving me
I just want you to know your whole aura is beautiful
Write this down get a paper and pen
Love is from within girl
Put yourself first and see how much you enlighten this world
If lové was a place I would take you everyday
Stay for an hour or two maybe a day

I don’t know why you love me but that’s why I love you
I want to see you love yourself and love you too
For years you’ve been through pain and scuffling
Sulking in your days of pain
Take a look in the mirror to ease all that pain away
You have everything you need why come find it in me?
In a nigga not quite a man with a plan A Without the A I can’t even afford a plan B
You love me for me and I barely know hot to cook and clean
don't love people like me just yet first love yourself
 I see the pain in your eyes
and I Pray for you for all your lies and some help
hope you find some faith without other people opinion
Hope you do it  strictly for you’re pleasure and not their validation
I see talent in you
You can’t let that go to waste
The purest heart of them of all
No key no code nothing like a safe
Solid Young queen
I hope my love motivates you to become a better woman
To see yourself as a queen
An african goddess like Athen-a
You are on a mission for the green
I can see it in her eyes, I can see the world in my queen
That’s all I need
I stare at you because my aspirations shine a brighter light with you in it
I watch you , you observe life and allow it to pass by
Wait til later to fix your flaws & to show your potential
Im willing to listen my love
Please get everything off your mental
Let me know what’s bothering you I can tell you’re not okay
I know when you see how beautiful you are you will leave me for good one day