Letters & Testaments
Dear me me with eyes full of tears
Dear me with the heart full of fears
Dear me with the want to disappear
Dear me I know it's been years
And you feel that nothing's changed but look at you you're here
Remember I wrote this letter for you wanting better for you
And this first draft for the hard past
Back in that time where your needs and desires clashed
So dear me remember on your knees
Crying out lord please
Wonder if your parents could handle screaming dear me see you hanging from a tree
Does anyone care if you bleed
But dear me lets do a throwback
To when you got God to take your sin and give his love back
To that day when in the sunshine
You met the love of your life the divine
So dear me why forget that now that sitting here
Do you think that God is somehow unprepared
But oh dear me I can't really talk
I'm a hypocrite take a hit as I'm writing this
Slashing it can't handle this
Because this is the third time
This day blood has dripped down in red lines
Maybe I'm extreme maybe I'm fine
But if I was fine I'd know why I'm crying
How can you be high but so low at the same time
Dear me sorry I got off track
This wasn't supposed to bring the pain back
I guess I should cut myself
Some slack
I mean I try but you know
Dear me I need to focus
Dear me I should've wrote this
At a better time
So I could give it some design
Oh well to late I just hope that when you read this you hear
Know that God is always near
And as you clean and cover up your scars send a prayer up to the stars
And just open up your heart
Dear me please hold these words close too
Dear me I can't handle the thought of losing you
Dear me dear me I don't even know if you're there
Dear me dear me I hope you never disappear
Cuz dear me I know I might not make it several years
And I'm hoping you can read this but I know you're mentality's impaired
And I know you don't think anyone would care if you went and died
Dear me I know cuz I have that hurt inside
So dear me I put the gun down and so can you
Please don't let the sleeping pills and belt take away your youth
So dear me and dear God I hope you can live
And dear me I hope I can talk to you again
Dear me dear me I just wish that I was more
Truly yours,
Yourself
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