Letting go

I look at you so perfect A goddess in disguise So effortless and careless A soft breeze slide on ice. Nearly touching earth, and the marks left feel so sharp Me looks at you and wonders What else shall i dismay . A bit lost first, confused Trying to find my way out Of habit, of some circles that keep me locked down Comparison ain't working It cuts somewhat wrong way Instead of mind that gets it I'm left with wounded grave The real being of another shall make the swap asap And live the transformation a new born me in love I don't despise the effort In contrary adore But when it's done through painful Throuh inner negative consulting A chater that won't stop just yet That pushes pushes and compressed All comparison done yet . I so much want the final transformation The merging of two in one I know I'm changing I feel it now The yesterday felt different From tomorrows promenade So may I rest in a peaceful sleep tonight And let tomorrow be the perfect Goddess in disguise