Life

I wish I was pretty I wish I was loved. Turns out I'm none of the above. My depression is heavy weighing me down. I have to smile to cover my frown. My spirit is gone I feel so alone. Without it my life isn't a good tone. Everything is terrible I can't take it. You think I'm happy nope I fake it. Nobody notices but that's okay. I'll be gone soon I won't stand I will lay. Lay in my grave where I belong. That's when you'll realize me giving up was wrong. It beat me I surrendered. and cried. No wonder I wanted to die. But now I'm gone I hope you're glad. You hurt me and took away my spirit which was bad.