life = beauty

Walking down the hall way Everybody just has to stare and whisper I'm pregnant, not a freak School was a new hell for me Oh Lord, why me Whore, Hoe, Slut, almost like a new name Trying not to cry but I'm just so emotional Nobody knows what goes on at home Daddy constantly reminding me I fucked up Mommy thinks I should just get rid of it He told me he loved oh how I fell for it He's nowhere to be found My belly gets bigger and I can feel the life But the puddles of tears get deeper I'm just alone I'm just so scared My bestie stays the night so I dont feel alone I hate being at my house I turned it into a broken home Mom & Dad still in each ear hollering How can something so precious be hated Nights get longer my heart hurts more I grab the keys and head to the clinic Torn between life and death I wish I had someone to talk to I walk in get wondering eyes I fill out the clipboard And I'm feeling a kick I try to ignore it but there's no feeling similar You look up and hear your name Its your turn Walking I realize nobody is here with me I can't help but bust out into tears You look down at your tummy You see how much it has grown You feel that lil baby and start to smile You now know you're not alone And a smile always suited you best 6 months later it finally gets here It's the most precious thing you've ever seen Much less ever held It gives you a lil baby grin that's just so cute And it stares into your eyes You can't help but smile Y'all have the same eyes The unconditional love that you get from just looking at it is unimaginable And only one of a kind.