Life Called Sin

Sometimes it feels as if im running this race all alone.

 Got a dude and a future but no one to really call my own.

 All the smiles and the talking seem to ease the pain

but when I close my eyes at night hurt cuts into my veins.

Dealing with two demons that are here for my demise

My face reads gratified but as you look in my eyes

Emerges the pain and confusion from deep within my heart

Trying to amend all my issues, I don’t know where to start

Do I choose to just cry or do I contain

Depraved thoughts in my brain

Or do I give in and let demons win

And continue to live this life called sin