life is a challenge

life.

the definition of life is a chellenge

everybody looks at it from a different side

different perspective

it can bring sadness

it can bring happiness

i wait for things to go somewhat my way 

but that means i'll be waiting forever

 there are things i think of that make me hate myself

sometimes i feel like im on the edge

dont know what to do 

just stuck in my thoughts

me and my thoughts

alone

they say that pain is a prison

let me out of my cell

people expect things from me

but what do you expect from me

you want me to smile

you want me to laugh

you want me to walk into the day with a smile on my face when im mad

and put on a mask

i know my problems will catch up eventually

i do my best to be calm

i got some things in my life i know i shouldnt let them go

honestly, i feel like nobody knows me

im trying to deal with the pressure