Life Flash Before My Eyes(But I'm Sleep)

All I see are horor movies turn into reality but how so if the television isn't on? How can you tell no if I didn't ask you anything? When I fall down, I'm layng in my bed and I jump! The crisis has just begun for me; but I'm still breathing in my mind. My life is over! I'm screaming, yelling, shouting, and bawling out loud. When I look at you the sky, my eyes open. When my eyes open I get so worried thinking if it might really happen. I don't know what's going on in my head when my eyes are closed. "What's going on here?" Someone please answer my question! "Wait, who am I talking to? I am losing my mind. What's going on with me? I'm awake,, why can't nobody see or answer my great needs of help? I thought I was awake, but am I? Or am I not?