life moves on as i

life moves on as i do and sometimes life kicks you to the curb and just keeps kicking till your dead.That is our world today and thats hoow the world has treated me.I have been beaten by people that i have gotten into fights with.But my intentions where never evil.My intentions where good i swear.i tell myself that everyday so i don't lose hope.My life has been going on and it has kciked me down to the point where i could not get up.I listen to music to express my emotions instead of cutting like how most people handle there probelms i don't i listen to my emotions and i sing them all out so people know what i go through.I love my fam but sometimes it gets hard and no matter what i do somehow it is never enough.I know i have made a lot of mistakes and i don't blame no one but myself.I beleive i have depression and anxiety and ptsd and probs scizophrenia but ion know.There is a lot of things wrong with me but i live through and i don't let it consume me.Yes i have done some things i am not proud of but i learn from them and mostly it is never my fault but im too nice to take the fall for people because i care about everyone and i beleive there should be chances because we are just people we aint perfect we make mistakes and im not saying keep making mistakes it's ok to do it.NO it is not you have to learn from them in oorder to earn the chances.My life growing up was good.I have amzing parents that love me unconditionally and sometimes i treat them like shit and i don't take there opinions into consideration. I need to because they know what it's like and they try to help me.I also agree that having friends can help you grow and become a better person because sometimes you can't go through things by yourself and then if you have no one you can end up becoming someone you wish you never became and with them you can become something greater and i just hope people can learn from people and me because i have made a couple mistakes but i learn from them and become stronger and i do not let this depression take over me i fight and i will always fight till there is not a breath left of my body.Because no matter how hard life is you always need to fight and show people and yourself that you are not weak i may be weak physically but i am as strong as god himself in my mind because i beleive in faith and hope.

THIS IS MY OPINION ON LIFE....