Life Now

As of now Im at my end. My boiling point is over the top Ive giving everything i can to one person and I havent received love in return. I watch as the darkness closes in on me and the knives look so sharp as my reflection show s the pain Iv lived in. I can see my future in them... pine box..flowers..and a pool of tears. It would be easier but then that would be cheating Ive made it through worst Ive felt less.

Life Now is the biggest lie I have ever created.. I told myself one thing and I did something else Ive been nothing but patience. Ive given my all to this life and to be apart of yours Im trying to be apart of something that meant the world to me. Life as I know is over the most important thing is one its way out taking my breath and love with them. So Life as of Now is DEAD to me.