Life without him

The fear of being alone on a sandy island, Where I'm not wrapped in his arms will ruin me. His smile and eyes would help me conquer my doubts of surviving on this islands where I will be with him always . Our minds think like eagles who make a nest to survive from the predators below. Not having him to push me to keep living, I would just surrender to the island man and become one with the island man. The heart ache burns in my chess ever since he let me go but I still yearn for him even though it's not in return. I want the the person he was before everything went wrong since nothing seemed wrong till that one afternoon. He knows who I am and knew how much I cared for him.