Stumbling upon rocks as the world begins spinning continuously. 

The vision of what’s real becomes a delusion of your lost soul.

Walls cracking leaving no room to breathe. 

A stream from the creases come crashing down her face, 

she loses recognition of herself.

She loses feeling of the constant beats in her chest.

Everything-

no longer matters-

Nothing can beat this heartbreaking pain that was left when you entered into a new world.

They say we are born to die. The dash between birth and death was too short.

Years go on but the pain remains, walls still crashed in apart from what I thought was a delusion became reality. 

Memories of your voice fades,

as you begin to see the same picture that will never change.

Your body will never develop, 

the first love and the first heartbreak were never written in your book

when your chapter ended mine just began!

A life without you-

A life without you I was left with

memories that were put to an end.

Why God must you take the good ones.

Good bye was never the end,

it was just the beginning of what was about to begin.

Restless nights and wet pillows,

she forgot her reason why.

What should’ve been a delusion became reality.

July twenty-fifth the day she wished never came true

not only did she lose her friends, but she was no longer she.

God was no longer a friend. 

Strolling through halls with nothing left

she puts the mask over her face as everything is okay,

but what was seen from the outside was perceived as happy.

The scars marked upon her body were left unseen as mark of feeling.

A life without you

no one understood.

She was left with nothing but the urge to end.

with a letter stating an apology..-

 

 

Two years later

Life without you became reality.

What once was a broken person became a person with strength. 

The broken glass found its way glued together with the sense of purpose. 

Though your chapter ended 

mine continued for what always should’ve been for you 

sometimes things are better left.