Life without you

Dear Mother, 

Life without you has been hard to understand. Since you don't have someone to guide you into the "right path" in life. Making the right decisions has been so confusing. No one is perfect, I have made so many mistakes after that horrible day. I could not understand the things that were happening that day. I could not understamd why they were taking me away from you. But as the time has passed, now I do udnerstamd everything. Y were not meant to be a mother just yet. You were still having adventures out there. You were not ready for a kid in your life. Since you were a single mother, I have always been greatful for the things that you could provide for me but after that things started to change. Oh well! I think it was better that way anyway. I wanted to be with you like you "wanted to be with me" like you always said. But your actions spoke louder than words and I could not bare to understand why? Why you left me for him, your own kid for a man that cam into your life just a few months, I was always there no matter what before he even existed in our lifes. But you chose him no matter what.