life without you

They locked you away and threw away the key. I guess you forgot about poor little me. I know its not all your fault, but than again it kinda is, it was your choices that left me like this. You cant say it's not true, you cant say I'm lying to yoiu you've missed all my 18 years how was I to fight off my fears. you should have been here and trust me I've she'd the tear Look at me now Im a senior and were still unfamiliar I dont know where you belong in my life I already had a great childhood life I already had the perfect dad even if he was just my granddad so where do you fit now? and how much can I allow?