Life without you

My minds been missing since the moon was young and i woke up and my heart was gone so i jumped the gun claimed that the game was on on but i was so damn wrong on the side line the pain inside hurt so much i sincerely wish i'd just show up dead no movement only a bullet in the head without regret deadset that's just my headset whats to say next you think you love me but you seem to forget it and always fail to express it you cant just state it i didn't think you'd play it you must have been mistaken but my heart is long gone it was taken that's the only thing that there is no replacing for god sake i had faith we would make it but god cannot save this my point is made aimless our love was so shameless you seem to be tameless my soul is so shaken i never knew i would crush crumble and feel so broken i need some smoke to get token release what goes unspoken my feelings dropped like a brick in the ocean no chance of floating i find myself as a disgrace i lost my place i know i'm gong to break so i need to count my strengths i'm feeling out of date i have to remind myself of every single mistake so i don't mess up twice in the same place but i'm simply just waiting for fate but that doesn't make a change all its doing is helping me fade away into a very distant place its not hell but it still feels the same having me taking one step forward and ten steps back or playing 25 seconds of a track and playing it back maybe love is irrelevant or maybe the only love i have is only for you i don't know i dont have a clue i'd take my own life if that meant that i knew can somebody call scooby doo or the boys in blue maybe they have the slightest clue my world is now faded and i cant see you this much is true my heart has a pad lock and the key was given to you a snatch and run is one way i could describe you but my every this is screaming for you but not one word is getting through i'm silent i don't know what to do every night i bleed love for you i'm dying pointlessly i'm not complete i feel like a bullet without a gun the moon without the sun dinner before the day is done a child crying for its mum a car with no petrol to run or like a party without any fun my world is stunned over run with hatred but a twisted love the sudden feeling that theirs no roof above the floor is sinking i'm fucking drifting my thoughts are flying but i don't know what to believe in what i do know is that theirs an evil inside a demon its yelling its screaming i refuse to release it reds all i'm seeing i think i need a priest to make it deceased find and kill this hatred inside of me i need to set myself free but i'm afraid of what i might be i feel so far from me depression or insanity has started a fire in me i cant put it out so ill just let it be you really have no idea what you mean to me i guess going crazy is the only safe place for me my heart and soul is lost even to me you put it on a raft and let it drift out to sea nobody sees one hundred kisses or hugs still cannot help me but without you this is the only world that i see....