Lifeless

I've been so tired recently My body hurts like crazy My head hurts everyday I'm not always hungry I feel sick all the time I feel like crying Curling up into a ball I feel so much stress There's so little time Trying to hold this image I want to lay down I want to sleep I went to sleep I felt my body go limp I see nothing but darkness I can't breath I can't move I don't hear my heart .... Scream for help Try to move Make a sound Anything!!!! I feel my tongue move I can't my breath I feel tears start to roll down my face I'm counting to three One. Two.. Three ... Your ok I look to the side there you are I'm at your place I need to go home I need to leave I start crawling out of bed Getting my things together You wake up and walk me to my car I drive home Blasting music Stay awake Breath I get home I sit in my car I cry for a while I clean my face I walk inside Straight to bed I try to sleep Hopefully I won't die tonight Hopefully I won't feel so lifeless anymore