Life's double standards

Wake up

Shower

Wash my face

Put on nice clothes

Brush my teeth

Things only i will see because no one ever seems to notice me

Eat breakfast

Make my lunch

Things I only do because I'm forced to. As if id ever want to eat anything.

Pack my backpack

Get on shoes

All to get to school, to see my friends; the ones that secretly hate me

Get to class

Work hard

Study harder

Just for the grade that doesn't matter

Go home.

Do homework

Do chores

Things that seem to take forever. Do forever

Go on a run.

Work out

Almost like it'll make you look better, feel better. It wont. It doesn't

Go to bed

But not to sleep.

Online with your friends.

Except not friends. 

Friend.

Friend and her lover.

Lover that makes me feel like I'm not good enough for her.