A List of Things I Miss

Having a hand to hold, fingers to play with

The whispers and inconsistent chatter

Some who understands me, someone I trust with anything and everything

The anticipation, the longing to be with you

Watching movies and thinking that could be me

Thinking love was real

The awkwardness that wasn’t so awkward

That time, our time, when everything was normal

The passion, the playfulness, the desire

Blushing

Compliments

Your arms around me

Knowing everything was okay

Knowing who I was

Not lying when I say I’m fine

Knowing I was right, and I would always be right to you

Feeling the world melt away just because I was with you

Our past

Our future

You