"Living"

Life can be so bad, But you have to notice what you have. There may be times when it feels like situations ar going down, But you have to live through those times now. Feel like people are always treating you wrong, Just want to know why life is so long? Thinking about killing your soul, But you know it's not your time to go. Trying so hard to keep on in life, Seeing so many opportunities to take a knife. There is going to be somebody missing you, Now you struggling on which option to choose. Loving this one person to death, Just wondering is this all a test. Why do life have to be this way, So many doors that leads to different pathways. Living my life is my decision, Killing yours because you dont want to live it?