living with depression
somedays i feel like there's nothing to live for
somedays i feel there's no need to move on
sometimes i wonder what's going to happen next
then sometimes i'm just filled with pain
left to wander my endless thoughts
left to wait to see
by myself i sit and wait
but soon my thoughts take me away
to somewhere i can live
to somewhere nothing can hurt me
to somewhere where someone cares
to somewhere just for me
i have the best time there
memories that'll last for years
i know it's too good to be true
but i savor every moment
my thoughts come back now
awakening me for my sleep
it's another pointless day
and another day for the pain to come over me