Living in a dream of Vulnerability

As the seasons pass and you crash you feel a sense of vulnerability living in a dream enough to want to wake up coming down with a cold case cure you don't want to be this anymore your diamond brightness fades just like that day say your fine but you deny it, makes you feel vulnerable and so hurtful fifty times you should've known your eyes 20'20 five times stranded alone now your vulnerable, to the point were now your gone.