Living in a maze

I can’t even lie to you, 

id be feeling hurt, 

everytime it get better, 

it be getting worse, 

you never do me wrong, 

i always do it first, 

then reverse, 

and wonder why I do it for, 

if you don’t want me in you life I understand, 

i cant tell you sorry, 

cuz’ I always am, 

i keep messing up, 

maybe that’s who I am, 

im tired of my own ways, 

im putting them back on the shelf, 

Its bad for my health, 

im a coward, 

cuz’ I’m not as strong as you, 

i keep acting like a fool, 

im crazy, 

cuz’ I live in a maze, 

i live in my head, 

sometimes I think I’m dead, 

Ive been losing my mind,

I’m a little behind.