Loneliness

Alone, broken, shattered and ruined 

Was how my heart felt that afternoon 

Months went by and I stood still 

Turning into the dust on the book shelves 

I lay awake at night dreading what’s to come

The demons have arrived

The torment has begun 

Alone ,broken ,shattered and ruined

Was how I felt that evening too

Jealously and rage was what was inside 

No one cares about what I felt 

I don’t know why

I’ll be gone soon and no one will care

Scars and violence was what was there

Smiles, tears, happiness and joy

Was what I missed the most about being loved