Lonely

(I’m hurt and I can’t feel the pain. I’m lost but I can’t find words to explain. Looking deep in your eyes I thought things would never change, Forever It will never remain the same lonely is what you can call me. My New nickname Oh the pain how it hurts so bad Lost in my emotions has me floating in an ocean like frank ocean on a verse of his song thinking bout you. Do you think about me the way I think about you? Or am I just a phad pass me around until the next one passed? But shit I gotta let it burn take it from usher at some point you gotta learn. Mistakes are probably one of gods greatest gifts take it and learn from it maybe Next time you won’t trip. My heart is broken a story that will always stay the same Lonely is what you can call it the new Nickname Shame! Shame! That’s what you should feel Chillen in the back popping ecstasy pills. Do you even know what’s real? So wrapped up in this double life but can you hear me crying. C’mon Man get ya mind right. All this time you sit here and lie. What? You don’t think I can read between the lines? Getting to close was clearly not a choice but letting it go this far I bet you’re jumping with joy. As you sit here and watch me play coy nigga What you think my feelings are a Toy Its time to grow up losing you was a decision not a choice. If only I can find it in my right mind to rejoice. But yet I still remain lonely that’s the name of the game. These games these games theses mind games that you play I’m looking for love lust is out of the picture. This is a must I’m breaking down looking for love only to be denied with Disgust I see this picture of you and me living so happily. But damn the Things that you doin is distracting me. Extracting me from this fairy tale story thing What is happening to me? Where is my mother fuckin forever ending happily? She so glad for me yea everything is moving so fastly I can barely see the time passing me. Focused is what I should be instead of crying trying to fell something real with her Lonely alone Give it a standing ovation Oh please wait Please! Don’t forget to thank the main man for bring all my pain in. As I paint this vivid picture with my mind All I can say is Damn I know it’s the sign of the time. But as I sit and wait lonely forever alone Is what I’ll take From what I’ve been through this is a piece of Cake Forever alone forever alone Lonely As it drifts away poems go here)