LONELY

Lonely The one feeling out of so many that I truly understand. Lonely What you've still felt like after the bottle was empty. Lonely The one thing that you wouldn't want for anybody is what you've become. Lonely No matter how many smiles or laughs you give, it's the only thing you feel in side. Lonely What you've got so good at hiding. Lonely Knowing that if someone just took a second to look in your eyes, they would understand. Lonely Is what you have been ever since you were a kid. Lonely Is all you see when you close your eyes. Lonely What you try to move away from but can't. Lonely The shadow that walks beside you holding your hand. Lonely Has become your only friend. Lonely What you spend so much money on to try to forget about. Lonely During or even after that high is gone, it's just still there. Lonely After you hide the blade and wash blood stained carpet. Lonely You were just trying to feel something different for a change. Lonely After staring at the fresh new scars, you realize they didn't even make a difference. Lonely It's just plain and simple. Lonely Fuck you, why is this all I feel. Lonely Can words even describe? Lonely No not depressed. Lonely The one thing I wish I did not know. Lonely Only the broken really know. Lonely Who ever knew a 6 letter could be so cruel. Lonely What I just carry around cause I just know it will never go. Lonely Damn you're just so true. Lonely Fuck why can't I just live without you. Lonely I understand now. Lonely I still fucking hate you. Lonely The one thing that controls me. LONELY