Lonely

Where do i stand?

Feeling a void ,yearning for love and acceptance

Fearing rejection and shame 

Hiding from the eyes of others while watching from the shadows 

I Pray,I Bawl,I Scream

And yet my pain, my anger,and the feeling of abondonment still eats me away

Every night and day i search for reasons why i am here

Patienly waiting for the day i sleep 

I realize i have lost a battle i didnt want to admit i was fighting.