Lonely

I inhale and outhale not being able to breathe properly

I open the blinds of my window 

Looking up at the blue sky thinking 

When will someone ever check up on me? 

I turn on my phone

Scrolling through my notifications 

With none to be found 

Tears dripping onto the clear, solid screen of the phone 

I have friends and i have family 

But the mental thoughts in my brain are harming me 

I am a victim of 

Lonliness.