Lonely Notes

Lonely Notes I feel myself go on repeat Lecturing on how I don't want to be hurt again Why do I have to fucking repeat ? All the guys I dealt Is just like the previous hand I dealt before Bullshit Not genuine I should of known But I always go against the grain of my 6 sense Poking my 3rd eye saying you're blind remember But if I feel , who gives a shit if I can't see They were times where I fought myself to breath Couldn't believe that I fell for hypocrisy But to fall truly inlove Everyone has to bleed once My cynical gestures are just me being bitter because I know I've been played But who hasn't My pride reign strong So I personally don't give a fuck who did How selfish can I be Very The selfless side of me say margaret that aint the right thing to do. & gets runned over But I fell into the habit of pointing everywhere else instead of my own reflection Because I allow Thinking they'd love ...me Once again hurt people hurt people Because they don't know no better & heal people cannot heal them Cause It'd drag you down into a deep dark place I seen it happen The only one who can heal them is themselves It starts w/ you . As of me on da capo al fine I'd just have to. take a step back & observe Because obviously something aint right My ambition is built by my anger Don't ask why I'm just an angry child I just imagine the friction my fist would cause to your face & I stare at you for no apparent reason don't fucking ask Cause its the only way I can function(poems go here)