Loner

As I search in my mind for a way try to walk it away I’m just lost in a maze
Can’t control my emotion don’t know where I’m going
I might just have lost in the race
Look at me, just another underground cat
But my people think I’m an outcast
My feeling is random I will have a tantrum everytime you talk in my face
Cause deep inside I’m consumed by my hatred, surrounded by clowns and phoney
I used to pray everyday, and think that god will come down and hold me
But yo everything is a lie
So long just to realize
That the coldness never rests, on the top of Mount Everest, and I’m just lonely
Turn off the air conditioner gim some heat cuz I’m cold enough
I’m just another prisoner in the college til I get old enough
Looking for a home but there’s no where to go
Pain in my veins it been hurting me soul
I’m saying all this not because I need you care I just want you to know