Long Gone

As more and more days fly by

I sink further and further downhill

The stuff I take now isn't doing it like before 

No one reallys cares 

My heart is empty

Like a galaxy after a blackhole sucked everything away

The more I take and use

The more I need 

I feel so alone in this horrendous world

Like one little ant in a yard trying to find it's way home

As I spiral out of control and right before my last breath

Something I never planned happened 

I met her 

One party changed everything 

My depression 

My drug abuse

All my problems gone

Her love was the one drug I so desperately desired

Being with her was like when two worlds crash together and merge to make one

Then she did something I never foresaw

She broke me

My heart 

Soul

My will to live

Now I just waste away like our world will eventually do

I'm back like before but so much worse

I'm lost 

Like being shipwrecked on Lian Yu

I just want relief 

or something to take the edge off