Look at me

Im still a child im not made to be used, thrown in the middle wheres my mentour now, mentally and physically my lifes been abused. Look into my eyes look at me break, shatter and scatterd why'd you run away? Please, its something i cant take. I lay here in pain, your pain, arent you aware of wats goin on, round in circles im goin insane. I want to speak for you, to you, cant you see im trying, its to late my heart just blew. I needed you to stay and try, cant you see its falling, ill just sit back and watch cry. I was the help you never needed, cant you see it now, an you never listened i was only a kid.